text: How many times do I have to have the same lesson before I can change?
  For real 
  I feel so strange
  I feel so strange
  I feel so strange
  So many times I tried to change, but Im stuck in my ways 
  Uh, uh, uh , uh, my body shakes
  I would tell you the reason, but I cant say 
  Cant go on like this forever
  I swear I cant go on like this forever
  I cant go on like this forever
  I swear I cant go on like this forever
  Change the tide , Im just happy to be alive
  Visualize your change and then go to that place
  And just be in that place and just stay in that place
  And just be in that place and just stay in that place
  Back again, back and its worse than ever
  The years go by, the years go by and so do I
  The storys great and all, but beautiful endings
  Is the way I want, I want it that way
  Super glue on it, but it wont stick
  Theres no happy endings without you in it
  First, I ruin it, then I sink
  Then I sit down by myself, and I just think 
  I cant complain
  I am the master of my fate and Im having my way 
  Uh, uh, uh, uh, I have myself to blame
  But Im not blaming anyone, I want it that way
  I want it that way, I want it that way 
  I want it that way, I want it that way
  I want it that way, I want it that way 
  I do want it that way