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wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000000.wav|walter white she stopped coughing maybe she'd fallen back asleep then suddenly vomit flooded her mouth.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000002.wav|she was choking.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000003.wav|i instinctively reached to turn her over but i stopped myself why should i save her this little junkie?|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000004.wav|jane was threatening to blackmail me expose my enterprise to the police destroy everything i had worked for and wipe out the financial life preserver i was trying to leave my family the only legacy i could leave them she gurgled searching for a gasp of air her eyes rolled back in her head.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000005.wav|i felt a stab of guilt god damn it.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000006.wav|she's just a girl do something but if i stepped in now wasn't i just delaying the inevitable?|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000007.wav|don't they all at some point end up dead and poor dumb comatose jesse my partner lying beside her she's the one who got him on the shit in the first place she'd kill them both kill us all if i stepped in now and played god.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000008.wav|i told myself just stay out of it when he wakes.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000009.wav|he'll discover this tragedy this accident on his own yes, it's sad.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000010.wav|all death is sad but he'll get over it in time he'll get past this like every other bad thing that has happened to us that's what humans do we heal we move on a few months from now.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000011.wav|he'll barely remember her he'll find another girlfriend.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000012.wav|he'll be fine.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000014.wav|we all have to move on.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000015.wav|i just pretend i wasn't here but i am here and she's a human being oh god, what have i become and then somehow as she was fading.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000016.wav|she wasn't herself anymore i wasn't looking at jane or jesse's girlfriend or the actor kristen ritter.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000018.wav|i was brian cranston, and i was seeing my daughter die from the moment she was born in one thousand, nine hundred and ninety-three a bit premature shy of seven pounds impossibly beautiful i felt an instant radical unconditional love that redefined love and i had never allowed myself to imagine losing her but now i was seeing it clearly vividly she was slipping away from me.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000020.wav|i stay open to the moment susceptible to whatever comes the homework doesn't guarantee anything with luck.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000021.wav|it gives you a shot at something real it was a real fear that gripped me my worst fear a fear i hadn't fully expected to come to terms with and my reaction is there forever at the end of the scene i gasped and my hand moves to my mouth in horror when the director colin buxey said cut i was weeping deep racking sobs i explained to the people on set what had happened what i had seen michael slovis our cinematographer embraced me my castmates, too.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000023.wav|i hugged her.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000024.wav|i must have held on for five minutes poor anna anna knew as an actor she has a fragility at her core and she often had a hard time shedding her characters emotions after shooting a difficult scene that will happen in an actor's life, and it happened to me that day it was the most harrowing scene i did on breaking bad and really ever it may seem odd it may seem even ghoulish to stand in a room packed with people and lights and cameras and pretend i'm letting a girl choke to death and then to see my daughter's face in lieu of that girl and to call that work to call that your job but it's not odd to me actors are storytellers and storytelling is the essential human art.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000025.wav|it's how we understand who we are i don't mean to make it sound high-flown it's not it's discipline and repetition and failure and perseverance and dumb luck and blind faith and devotion it's showing up when you don't feel like it when you're exhausted, and you think you can't go on transcendent moments come when you've laid the groundwork, and you're open to the moment they happen when you do the work in the end.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000026.wav|it's all about the work every day on breaking bad i'd wake up about five hundred and thirty and get coffee take a shower and get dressed some days i was so tired.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000027.wav|i didn't know whether i was coming or going i drive the nine miles from my condo in knob hill to q studios five miles south of the airport in albuquerque abq as the locals call it i was in the makeup chair by six hundred and thirty.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000028.wav|i'd shave my head anew knock down the nubs it didn't take too long for makeup by seven a.m..|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000029.wav|we'd see everyone the other actors the crew then we'd start rehearsing the allotment was a twelve-hour shoot plus a one-hour lunch so normal day was thirteen hours it was very rare that the day was shorter occasionally it was longer some days went seventeen hours a lot of it had to do with whether we were on location if it was just a minimum day, we'd wrap at eight p.m.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000030.wav|then i'd grab a sandwich and an apple for the road.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000031.wav|i didn't want to take time to stop i'd call my wife robin from the car.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000032.wav|how are you?|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000033.wav|yeah a long day?|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000034.wav|i'd see how she was doing i'd ask about taylor i'd still be talking to her when i walked into the house i'd say good night, and then have that bite to eat while looking at what we were doing the next day i take a hot bath with a little glass of red wine that i'd hit the sack but even before the drive home every night after wrap i'd go in the hair and makeup trailer and take two hot wet towels that my friends in the makeup department had pre-soaked and i draped one over my head, and i'd wrap the other over my face i'd sit there in the chair and let the makeup soak off feeling all the toxins drain away i'd sit until the towels went cold against my face leeching myself of walter white that day i saw jane die that day.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000035.wav|i saw taylor's face that day i went to a place.|coqui
wavs/002 - A Life in Parts Unabridged_00000036.wav|i'd never been i opened my eyes and stared through the scrim of the white towel into the light above i'd put everything everything into that scene all the things i was and all the things i might have been all the side roads and missteps all the stuttering successes and losses.|coqui